Sunday, July 31, 2005
11:04 AM
suddenly felt like blogging too~!!hehehez..okie..today..is the last day of hols..sobz sobz..!!felt tat i didnt have hols u know..!!tml back to sch..hadnt been slping well these few days..i dunno y..last nite cant slp..keep getting nightmares..thank goodness i didnt watch any scary films lately..the maid..yikes!!these few days had been dear's bday..hahahaz..note..few days..:p..hahahaz..knew he realli enjoyed himself..:p..rite..next up..gathering with mi clique!!mi gotta a plan le..!!!hehehehez..ask mi ask mi k??:p..maybe we go out..on..a few days before national day bahz..thereby or so..then i gotta update u all on mani mani mani stuff!!lalalaz..guess wad..i think im on the path of becoming more magnanimous!!i shld!!hahaz..shall leave tat for the latest updates then..then..next next up..gonna find another day to meet up with pearly..also giving her updates!!!hahahaz..dear is very fortunate..but looking at this bunch of greaties i have..im not less fortunate than him too!!*grinning for ear to ear..:p*realli!!makes mi life worthwhile..meeting the greatest few ppl on earth..including dear!!okie..got u all flattered rite..:p..lalalaz..was writing down in mi diary these few days..made mi realise wad kinda person i m..hehez..not to say gd or bad..neither is it silly or smart..but juz..wad im supposed to do as a human being..morally..guess im able to put down all the feelings ive..n do the right thing..(kinda reminds mi of russell peters..'be a man,do the right thing!')way to go sharon~!!jia you jia you!!kinda crazziee these few days..but gotta deep feelings mahz..lalaz..actualli still got somemore de..but think..hahaahz..write in mi diary bahz!!:p
Sunday, July 24, 2005
10:44 AM
juz woke up from mi slp..hmmm..1 wk hols for now..then after tat..term 2 again..hmmmm..but i guess this wk is gg to be a pretty busy one though..:p..i wanan daydream for a while..so shall daydream here..if someday..i have the money n have the time..then i go abroad first..wanna go paris first!!!then step on top of tat eiffel tower..look at the sunset..then in the hotel/motel itself..wake up early for the sunrise..oh ya!!!i love hotel/motel rms better than mi own home!!ambience?hahaz..dunno..maybe comfort or smth..then..go walk along the streets..the beautiful scenery..one nite gonna taunt..then juz sit there by the lake or smth..nice!!!although they say itz hard to survive in paris n u cant act like a tourist or else u'll get bullied..juz think tat paris is a very very very nice place..mi dream location!!!wahahaz..then after tat..after paris..then go to spain..some says tat spain is more romantic than paris..but i still think tat paris is the best..spain arh..i nv do research leh..dunno got wad attractions..but then..i know got 1 big big tall tall castle..gonna stay there for quite a long time for a day!!then go to the fruit markets..oh ya..muz shop in supermarkets!!i love shopping in supermarkets!!:D..then..go to israel..theres a reason y i wanna go there..theres this..ocean of love!!commonly known as ai qing hai..n also..itz beauty..heard over the radios..tv also saw..but everytime i miss the episode in which they film the sea itself!!!(well..of coz itz a drama serial..hahaz..wad else will i watch rite..?:p..and wanna know wad show it is..'ni shi wo de yi di lei..wo men shi na me dui de ye dui..'itz qing ding ai qing hai!!but over le..:'()then..i'll go back to tokyo once again!!been there in 1996..but too young..onli know how to eat the egg in mount fuji n the biscuit outside the temples..then tat time tokyo disney land the weather was bad..kept raining..:(..but i know..tokyo is a nice nice place too!!hahahz..but i rmb there r mani transexuals..:p..then if got money..go to aussie again..:)..wanan go perth!!itz a relaxing place over there..go to fremantle..spelled smth like tat..then go for farm stays..:p..friday is ladies' nite!!lalalaz..then im gonna stay in taiwan for long long time..hahahaz..like taiwan!!!got a runaway feeling last yr when i went there..wanna juz run n hide there forever..kinda nice over there..though buildings r kinda rundown..the place..taipei itself is actualli bigger than spore lahz!!(ehz..according to the mrt map..hehehez..)then..wanna watch sunset by the fishermen's bay..i think itz called tat..then at nite..go to the nitemarkets!!but i think gao xiong's nitemarket is better than tai pei's one..less crowded also..but wait!!before tat..before i leave spore..i wanna go to mi merlion park n east coast again..:p..lalalz..then go to paris in autumn..spain in summer..israel in spring..tokyo in winter..aussie in summer..taiwan in spring..then..meaning to say..hey!!i can go to paris first..then tokyo..then israel..then spain..then paris again..then stay there for winter..n spring..then aussie..then stay there for autumn n winter..then go to taiwan..!!oh no!!wait wait..down under's winter is in june..okie..so paris first..(sept)then tokyo(january)..then israel..(march)then spain..(june)then paris again..(sept)..oh great!!meaning to say..i can stay in paris for 2 autumns!!wow..how nice can it be!!!:D..then go to aussie..(january)..then taiwan(march)..wahahahz!!come to think about it..i will spend 1 n a half yrs travelling!!maybe after all tat..i'll find a place i like most n hide there forever!!!woooHHoooooZZzzz!!!..okie!!i spent 1 hr typing this le..sharon..time to wake up!!STOP DREAMING!!!
Monday, July 18, 2005
6:35 PM
hahaz..didnt know i still had tears..didnt know i can still cry..hahahz..so funny..im going to be an iron gal..wanna fly..aint gonna make up excuses..no more..mi life's like a mask..i dunno which is real n which is not..hahahahaha..:)..sounds cool rite..somethings i dun wanna think..dun wanna care..but seems like im juz too concern over certain stuff tat i cant..realli cant..dunno truth from lies..wad seemed to be the truth r lies..hahaz..im juz a silly little girl..stupid..foolish..lalaz..hahaz..whos to care..betrayal..?lies..?i dunno..well..i'll be an iron gal..will be..muz be..
5:14 PM
juz realised certain things r lies..if they r lies rite from the start..shld i still trust them now..??hahaz..y muz i believe tat..y tat time after 1 lesson..i still stubbornly believe in all these lies..how mani lessons muz i learn..to learn not to believe in this lies..naive gal..stubborn gal..stupid gal..foolish gal..silly gal..now..thinking back..i think a bit not worth wad ive gone thru..maybe not a bit onli..maybe itz a lot..i dunno..putting on a fake mask on mi face..which i dun wan to take it down for the time being..maybe will realli reveal miself at nite..but onli at nite..??dunno..wei ting arhz..if u reading this..one day..find one day we go out again..then we talk talk k..?know wad u going thru now..think i understand baz..sort of..maybe..maybe some things..r juz like tat..no matter how much u try to solve them..the more they are unsolved..??dun cry le..yea..sometimes like wad i say..release emotions..but..issit worth it..i dunno lahz..now quite emotional again..i talking crap here which i mite regret if u follow wad i say..hmmmm..but then..realli..dun cry le..sometimes..wad i feel laz..not saying u arh..ku le..ye mei you ren hui bang ni cha yan lei..(although got mi!!!our superb clique!!:D)..gal arhz..DUN CRY LE!!u choose to believe..then go ahead..dun care wad obstacles..juz follow ur heart..not sure..then let time pass n see how..if no..then..think u clearer than mi about wad u shld do le baz?hmmm..till the next time we meet..take care gal!!:)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
8:28 PM
busy busy busy!!!juz done with 2 tests..another written test for creative communication coming up on wed..then dtp assignments due on tues..busy busy busy!!oh ya..if dance is on monday again..i dun feel like going..hahaz..coz i gotta wait for at least 3 hrs for it lehz!!3 hours.!!n now im thinking if i shld join a cca..hahahz..now the lifestyle like quite nice leh..quite busy recently..due to the tests..haven revised mi fom for a long long time..shld i shld i..??hahaz..i feel like being a dancer still..still holding the name of a dancer..sounds..graceful..wonderful..hahahaz..but i feel tat i too long nv dance im losing the sense of rhythm!!then in the end the onli time i went for dance i feel like im dancing like an elephant..hahaz..how how??hmmm..then this sat shld be gg out with yana..sunday i think gg study with dear again..then hols le!!woolalaz!!!ahem..SOMEONE'S bday coming up in 2 wks time..ahahaz..helping him to count down..:P..though his prezzie aint exactly ready yet..hehehez..:P..*snorez*..i wanna slp..here i go to chiong mi hw again!!!oh ya..did i mention??after attending the dtp drawing..i feel tat i can draw..hahahz..but juz not to drawing cute stuff..hahahaz..those cartoon characters..think i can nv draw them..hahahz..n i miss mi shading pencils!!i cant shade nicely without them n i threw them away accidentally in sec 3 i think!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
6:39 PM
was walking home juz now..suddenly felt quite sad..maybe coz of the weather..?prehaps..u know..these few days was reading a fren's blog..wun exactly say who the fren is..though the person isnt exactly a fren..but i treat the person as one la..anyway..very very very long nv talk le..since sec 3 ba..hahaz..used to share a no. of secrets back then..then now..the person sounded super sad..very very different from tat time..no longer as cheerful..life's quite sad sometimes..coz the gd things cant remain like wad they r..now talking to the person..said i sound so adult..sometimes..i juz dun understand..when things do remain the same for a short period of time..simple..sweet..but yet..ppl dun appreciate them..onli when things have changed..complicated..tough..then ppl start missing the old times..wad for..?im also like this..somtimes certain things made mi feel tat frenz r realli forever..at least..some frenz..though now cant share secrets anymore..but glad tat we can still talk on..i will still rather things be the same..simple..yet sweet..i dun wan those which r complicated..new..everchanging..though it is fresh to us..but..u wun feel the same longing-for feeling le..n i still believe in forever..though i cant be always there to share ur happiness..but..pls let mi be there to share ur unhappiness okie..?jiu de dong xi..yi ran shi mei hao de..
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
2:27 PM
too mani things happened recently..juz too mani..mani feelings..a lot of disappointment..distrust..showing the true sides of certain 'frenz'..repeated wad happened mani mani times..but dun feel like saying out now..now in sch..updating blog..among the 'pack of lies' in here..if u get wad i mean..mmhmmm..gonna change mi blog..but i think i still wan a dark skin..dun feel like spending 1 whole mth doing it like i did for this..but things r hard to say though..im a bit of com idiot sometimes..then..make it less-errors-free..hmmm..think shall help dear to change his blog too..his blog very messy le..mine too..server down..pics gone..i think i a bit mono now..sudden lost ba..hmmm..but nice meeting up with wei ting n zoe..i nv upgrade or downgrade arh..hahahz..i haven ans tat qns..but had the usual 'girls talk' with dear understanding mani mani things..hahaz..pearly..thankie ya for the prezzie!!first time got saga seeds..:)..but then..still..it made mi appreciated all tat i have..as i always had treasured it all..mi frenship with zh frenz..pri sch frenz..whom i can realli trust..as i know..theres still true frenship among 'the pack of lies'..think from these..then i can grow up maybe..see the true faces of some ppl in the society??im afraid i wun be as gullible n naive as before..haha..still jumping arnd acting cute n all tat..guess i can onli be like tat in front of u all baz..but..hopefully..no..i dun think i can make it already..no more hope..but still..i will miss the times..whereby i have complete trust in every other person arnd mi..in time to come..tats for sure..hmmm..dun worrie ppl..i will be fine..:)..juz..disappointed lor..as i said..mmmhmmm..im strong..sharon lim is always a strong gal..n she will be..:)
Saturday, July 02, 2005
12:21 PM
feel like blogging suddenly..but dunno wad to blog about..sometimes..when i look arnd mi..except those who had been mi frenz for dunno how mani thousand yrs le..hahaz..zh frenz..some sr ppl..pri sch frenz..i dunno who is real n who is not already..this kinda feeling..is like..u know u r not alone in the planet..there r mani arnd..but..u still feel alone..u know..like walking alone the crowd..u dunno who u can trust n who u cant..u cant reveal ur real self to them..u know..sharon lim very jumpy..as in..jump here jump there..super lame..laugh cant stop..like to act cute n say itz naturally cute..but now..still hiding miself from new faces..no sense of security..not in mi comfort zone..nvm..think these stuff onli some ppl will know wad im talking about..anyway..life now is busy..mi schedule like quite packed like tat..every day go home quite late..then sometimes parents bad mood mi day is made even worse..but i know..out there somewhere..hahaz..mi dear is always with mi..he sick now..so poor thing..hardly sick de..take care of urself!!!*nudge nudge*get wEll SoOn~!!then mi clique..hahaz..yana..zoe..wei ting..though shes always so busy de..ahhahaz..find one day go out together..then u can hear mi lame lame again le..hahahaz..;)
